.i hate myself for letting tht chance slip by.
♥ Friday, September 18, 2009, 3:01 PM
today in school,i guess nothing special happened.
but then,after recess,we(qinyu,yuxuan,leryee,nat) walked into duh 1pearl there, i walked infront of him.. i was so happy that i caught a glimpse of him.
but i felt pathetic..
i feel like shouting out "i love you" to him. but i don't think i should;if i want our friendship to stay this way.
sometimes,i think he feels duh same way.. but its just my imagination.
sometimes,i think he's looking at me,but i don't know if he's looking AT me,or in MY direction..
sometimes,i think he regrets breaking up with me.. but i don't know what he's thinking..
i hate him,for breaking my heart,for giving me the attention i've always wanted him to give me, just when i was about to give up... all that he does stops me from giving up.. and mostly stops me from hating him for long..
after school,waited for QY's oral to end before proceeding to duh canteen to eat.
then we saw jiawei. he keep deesiao qinyu. then make her laugh. HAHA!
then,said something about someone tattoo-ing his BANANA!
haahas! it was damn disgusting i tell you!
then,cancheng they all left shortly after we finished eating with ngaipo and teckyen to mac while me and qinyu stayed in school to chat.
then we on-ed songs to listen. then we talked quite alot.
but i still felt hungry so i wanted to go hot drinks stall buy chicken. when i stood up, the stall closed liao-,-
i sian daoooo~~
then qinyu tell me,drink alot alot alot of drinks can liao!
i tell her,i dun want liquid! i want solid!
thn she go point at duh rubbish on duh table.
LOL!
and in duh canteen,there were 2 1opal boys shooting ice.
sad to say,one of them was my primary school friend.
then i was laughing at them cause they were really funny!
then afterwards,they dunno shoot ice shoot until where liao!
i decided to go and take his stuff, and see if he will notice or not.
i go take his waterbottle and put in my bag. when he returned,he totally didn't notice that his bag had been tampered with!
afew minutes later,they were going to leave,and he still haven't notice his waterbottle gone!
i called him,"yuyang,come here!" i was laughing uncontrollably!
then i wanted to hint to him but i cant stop laughing. so, i ask qinyu ask for me.
qinyu ask,"where's your waterbottle??"
then he loook at me with duh dulan face. i returned to him,he like very angry like that. but he still smile. i was laughing like crazy!
then me and qinyu left also.
we went to duh same busstop. but when we reached, my bus came before hers so i boarded first lorr.
then homed:DD
but then,dunno why HE suddenly come talk to me. but my laptop was closed. when i opened it,i saw his,"hello. what you doing?" he sent me a nudge. i wanted to reply,but when i was about to,i saw that he was offline alrdy.. his message was sent 10mins ago.. i let the moment slip by.. i hate myself..
i love you,i love you,i love you, 100 times iloveyou..
