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♥ Friday, October 30, 2009, 2:04 PM
today, went to school and got my report book.
my results weren't what i expected, but at least i got promoted to sec2 express.
i really have to buck up liao! no more slacking.
i got nothing to say now.
still dumbfounded by my results so,
shall end my post here.
take care peepos:)
.I'm so so sorry.
♥ Thursday, October 29, 2009, 1:41 PM
TO: CHAIQINYU,i dont blame you guys for doin it. it was my fault that i gotten you guys into trouble.
I'M SORRY.i still hope we can be friends,even not the best of friends. i dont ever wanna think of us as enemies.
tommorrow i'll go to school, as you know, cause going to get report book liao.
see you tomorrow then:)
.WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LIFE!
♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009, 3:20 PM
.i did something very.. WRONG
♥ , 2:31 PM
i dunno why is it like this, but friends, aren't they supposed to help you?
and tell you why they're angry with you?
aren't they supposed to tell you your mistakes and ask you to change?
intead of being angry with you for no good reason at all, aren't they the ones who will stand by you no matter what?
yea, maybe my friends stood by me, comforted me when i'm sad, and i appreciate that, i really do. but why issit always, when you guys are angry, i'm duh one you keep shooting?
yes, i keep quiet abt it, doesn't mean i have no feelings.
yea, you're angry, i understand.
so i didn't follow you all anymore, and i told a girl that you guys were bitchy, my fault, i was wrong, i shouldn't have told her that.
but tht's how I feel isn't it?
maybe you guys dont feel it cause you're friends with each other.
i know, you guys are angry cause i said those words.
but i felt it was true.
or,
maybe, when i said those words, i was not thinking AT ALL.
i'm not so sure myself.
i asked you, "are you angry with me?"
you didn't even bother to answer my question. instead, you just totally ignored me.
even if you were angry, could you at least tell me why, and stop IGNORING me?
the feeling sucks you know?
and yea, maybe you do know.
i KNOW that you KNOW the feeling sucks.
cause i know you have gone through that.
but why did you do that to me?
the reason why i didn't follow you guys after that was because,
suddenly, i felt that you guys didn't want me in the group anymore.
and i felt that you were just being mean.
yea, maybe i'm lousy cause i cant tolerate this, but think, i have been tolerating you, shooting me, whenever you're not happy.
yea, you shoot someone else too.
probably even more than me.
yes, you can say i'm lousy, i admit i am.
but once you've cooled down, can you PLEASE consider, at least consider talking about this with me?
all three of you also.
thats all i have to say.
byebye.
.hi everyone!!;D;D
♥ Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 2:42 PM
hey yo!
very long time neber post liao uhh!
dunnoe what to say ley..................... ZZ....
waiting for the exam results to come out.
very nervous! D:
hopefully can promote to 2Jade!
tomorrow go school,must buy many many sweets!~~~
last thurs,cutted bangs cause my bro forced me to. -,-
i look damn damn damn weird! >,<
ZzZzZzzzzZzZ....
on duh bright side,my hair will grow back. :)
thats all,i guess;D
byebye!